Hold me
Like the river jordan
And I will then say to thee
You are my friend
Carry me
Like you are my brother
Love me like a mother
Will you be there?
Weary
Tell me will you hold me
When wrong, will you skold me
When lost will you find me?
But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight till the end
But Im only human
Everyones taking control of me
Seems that the worlds
Got a role for me
Im so confused
Will you show to me
Youll be there for me
And care enough to bear me
(lead me)
(lay your head lowly)
(softly then boldly)
(carry me there)
(hold me)
(love me and feed me)
(kiss me and free me)
(I will feel blessed)
(carry)
(carry me boldly)
(lift me up slowly)
(carry me there)
(save me)
(heal me and bathe me)
(softly you say to me)
(I will be there)
(lift me)
(lift me up slowly)
(carry me boldly)
(show me you care)
(hold me)
(lay your head lowly)
(softly then boldly)
(carry me there)
(need me)
(love me and feed me)
(kiss me and free me)
(I will feel blessed)
(spoken)
In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there?
In my trials
And my tripulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
Ill never let you part
For youre always in my heart.
Long time since i post.. yeah sick of saying this... no one cares wad. LOL Just making use of my "coffee break" at 1am to post.
Just need a place to vent all my frustrations here, don't care bout me and don't read on if you are not interested, i may be just talking crap. Yeah feel like giving up all of a sudden, not even one week of sch reopen.. projects are pilling up like mountains.
F*CK LIFE!
1. Pitching for film "Studio 66" was nearly rejected for some stupid "What the F!" which we didnt even want. (Yes What the F is a title) 2. Test result, din flunk, but not satisfied at all with my score. At least i knew i can do better! 3. 2GA CA2 (2 weeks time) 4. Model out a car and a character 5. Model out a hand, torso and my freaking head. 6. Sum up 4 and 5, my mouse freaking DIED. 7. DFX teacher set wad stupid high standards, obvious bias. Go your lesson get A? 8. Digital effects portfolio and CA2 9. ICT Society Master of budget due tmr. F! 10. Investiture and AGM coming soon! 11. Website template not going to plan 12. Website client refuse to reply and give further information 13. Unconfirmed FTP host for Website 14. Dad quarrel with me over it. Don't you get i have school stuff as well?! 15. Filming this saturday 16. Preparation of a whole MOVIE for "Studio 66" 17. Confirmation of Cast 18. Resource and learn how to apply make-up to make him/her look like zombie 19. Who's gonna freaking act as Zombies?! 20. Venue/time/booking/confirmation/blahh blahh.. for Filming of Studio 66 Finally. LACK OF SLEEP. Applies to all of the above.
Life? Yeah full of life. In one week i get LIFE.
I'm just human, not a robot. I need a break; even robots break down.
Sry for all the ranting. It will be too late since i wasted quite some time of ur life if u happen to read until here.
The Time Now Is... 1:14 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
Test week is coming. In fact it starts today! (well abit later..) and hell yea im going to be dead.
Let's see what i have test on, hmm its not actually common test but jus a... ya test with lower weightage i guess..
Mon: 3D modelling - hmm.. duno will need to model out what thing in 4 hours. hope its not difficult, or i'll definitely wun be able to model out. my skills still not dat good lor.. damn. and its jus tmr...
Tue: 2D-Game authoring - Simple -- DEAD
Wednesday: Digital visual effect - shld b alrite, but i wasn't able to catch up in class. revise revise.
Fri: Digital Audio & Video - my fav subject.. theory test.. hmm hopefully can do well.
Promise myself, that i'm going to submit all the overdue work and double up my drive.. CHIONG ARH!!!
nth to blog abt jus feel very sian now.. grrrrrrr....
ohh yea. was "importing music from the internet" just now and came upon this super super oldie that makes me just wana laugh. duno if anyone remembers the tune. LOL.
The Time Now Is... 2:45 AM
Monday, June 1, 2009
After one weekend of modelling... (actually not so as i was multi-tasking alot of things - fb, games, video, wadever). My 1st 3D plane is finally out!!
Woots~!! Feel kinda satisfied and a little sense of achievement. But ppl can model this is 2hours and i do this for 2 days... =.= Gotta improve!!
Sleepless nites of MMA are coming in now. But this time luckily i chose to do work earlier and not last minute, though this is kinda like last minute... But yeah. My video edit is nearly done as well and more works are pilling in. ARGHH.
Since tmr is afternoon lessons, i shall sleep ABIT later. Hehes.
Focus focus focus.. don't think of other things... keep your drive going......
P.S. JC kias now having holidays isit? LOL
The Time Now Is... 2:17 AM
Friday, May 29, 2009
Well today had meeting for Ex-Co & also planning for upcoming event. (Although i wasn't pretty much ready for the planning and informed of it). Had a really wacky pair of PL and APL for this event and guess what, i actually became a secretary for the group....
MOTHER GRACE AND MIRAH FINALLY I KNOW THE FEELING OF WRITING MINUTES!!!
(well its kinda stressful and put such a serious look on my face that even Shafiq is stressed by it)
Damn....
Hmm.. Today DAV lesson was urm... so so? Why no more filming le? AHHH. Did editing for the whole day and yeah after 3 days of "brainstorming" (literally twisting my brain in a storm), finally.. yes finally, know how to start the goddamn video. 40 seconds of intro.. after 3 days... SLOW SLOW SLOW. Well now still going quite well, hope the study plan goes according to urm.. plan (duh)
And now for the latest hottest game in town that everyone is playing.....
PLANTS VS ZOMBIES!!!
2D Game, simple, direct, dummy proof. Inspiration for 2D game design!! WAKAKAKA.
Suddenly it turns to normal..
Suddenly i dun seem to know you..
How things have changed...
The Time Now Is... 12:37 AM
` Me, Myself & I..
look up to the sky...
UPDATED!! I am still Mervin (duhh) and i love to sleep now more than ever.
(Though i always end up not sleeping..)
Im becoming more and more cold
Wad you thinking? Lame diao larr..
Orr.. So you are actually more lame than me?
Ok dun tok. You win =D
My nick is TeArZ™ (TM!), when you are emo you will mention mi.
Said to be girl's best weapon.
Not mi larr.. Is Tears..
I know myself and i think you know mi too.
Duhh.. omg or you don't? And myself..?
Maybe....dunno. *shrug* mmms. ok i don't know what i am. i'm just me. =)
MeRviiN TeArZ™ 02.10.1991 LiBrA still 16+ GoiN 17... (this is long..) mervin_kjh5566@hotmail.com 6C 0'3 SVPS 1A/2A 0'4/0'5 3B 0'6 4B 0'7 Ngee Ann Multimedia Animation 1M01 0'8 Going to.. ??
Currently a school-less kid waiting to get into my future school though i once was in a school
Ok.. sounds confusing rite??
You really must need to improve on your inference eh?
Den let mi put it in a simple way.. Currently waiting to get into Ngee Ann Poly Multimedia Animation
UPDATE: Got into liao larr!!
Another Update: Tiring larr..
Was from Kranji Secondary School and South View Primary.
See. It's dat simple =)
` Will of the heart..
I don't wish for anything now... iPhone!!! MACBOOK!! A New Wallet
PSP 4GB Memory Card Pocket Hard Drive A New Bag
Another New Bag.. My Own ATM Card Laptop New Shirts
More New Shirts.
New Blingss Watch Hancock
Watch $$ Not Enough 2 Watch Love Guru
2A klass outing!!
Another Beach Outing (mayb in a smaller grp?)
Go Overseas Work to end and get my last pay
EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY!!
Fly?Freedom?
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